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Anniversary of the "X Eclipse"...and the Story I Never Told

Today is the one year anniversary of the “X Eclipse” across the United States.  The X was formed actually, by 2 total eclipses of the sun, 7 years apart.  It crossed over a 9,000 square mile area, with the epicenter being near Carbondale, Illinois.  For our purposes, I will call the combination of the eclipses the “X Eclipse.”  Together they form a symbol, a marriage spanning time and space.

Nomen Christi Apostolate pioneered the “Eclipse Pilgrimage of Mercy,” which was promoted largely to traditional parishes, in all 50 states.  Bill Kassel, with an EWTN affiliated radio station in Michigan, asked me to speak about the pilgrimage on his show.  It was a very exciting opportunity and certainly was instrumental in getting the word out further.  The eclipse was the day after Divine Mercy Sunday, which I saw as a sign, and designed the pilgrimage around this feast and for the intention of mercy.  The pilgrimage aspect encouraged people to visit a holy site and pray the Rosary, in addition to the Divine Mercy Chaplet the week prior.

My family and I went to San Antonio, Texas, to do our pilgrimage along the San Antonio River, where the old Franciscan Missions (including the Alamo) are located.  We went to each of the 5 missions, on 5 separate days, to pray the Rosary and walk to the river, throwing a white rose into it and praying more prayers.  Why did we do this ritual with the river?  All I can say is, at the time, I was strongly motivated to connect with the river and make it a part of our pilgrimage.  It is not an accident that the missions were built along a river, as rivers were the lifeblood of communities in the past.  I wanted to connect in a tangible way with God’s beautiful San Antonio River, so the roses were a way to do this.  There was a sense of “letting go,” not knowing where the roses would land, an intimation of something not yet fulfilled and not able to be controlled.  White represents purity, which tied in well with the appeal to mercy, the conversion of our country and the nature of the Blessed Mother, who was with us the entire way, as we prayed the Rosary and encountered many images of Our Lady of Guadalupe. 

Tragically, a dear friend and her aunt passed away four months earlier, in a car accident in Mexico.  Her name was Virginia and her aunt’s name was Rosa, representing innocence and roses.  I had it in mind to honor their memory as well, with the white roses perhaps making their way to the shores of Mexico.  So you see, this all came together in some mystical synchronistic way, as many things do in the lives of those who have eyes to see how God works in His Divine Providence.

The white roses could also have represented the trafficked, abused children in the area of San Antonio. Terribly, it’s a well-known problem there, 150 miles from the Mexican border. The Mother of God cries for them. Now, one year later, we are thankfully seeing improvement on these issues.

We viewed the eclipse in the rural hills of Texas, along the western side of the eclipse path.  There amazingly, was a huge cross on a hill behind us (they do that in Texas, apparently).  I looked up and saw a crescent Sun in a dusky sky.  The very next day, at Mission Concepcion, there above the altar, was Our Blessed Lord standing atop a crescent Sun, mostly obscured by the Moon, in fact, an eclipse!  It was exactly what I saw the day before in full, shining reality.  I couldn’t see anything through the special glasses, so in one stupid moment, I looked up with my naked eyes.  Then I looked back down, hoping I didn’t just blind myself.  I was stunned when I saw the painting in the chapel and fell to my knees in disbelief, before praying the Rosary. 

The missions revealed something to me as we went along…something I was not expecting, but perhaps should have…a real-life example of the very thing I wish to do with this ministry.  They were the scattered remains of once-thriving, self-sufficient Catholic communities.  Each mission had a water well, farmland, living quarters and a chapel.  It was a learning experience for me and one mission was constructed very similarly to my own vision of such a community.  I had traveled 2,000 miles to see the future in my mind, as an actual physical place from the past…the past meeting the future, coming full circle.  Humanity will be brought back to its origins and the technocracy will fail and will fall.

We were blessed to be able to attend the Tridentine Mass right in San Antonio, at Saint Timothy Church.  It was quite well-attended and had the most beautiful artwork of Our Lady of Guadalupe.  She is ever-present in that area! Cardinal Burke’s famous Guadalupe prayer was a part of our prayers at the river.

What does the whole thing mean?  Well, that is up for interpretation and prayer.  The more I look at it, the more I see the “X” as a symbol of the division in our nation, which ultimately is spiritual warfare.  Where is this all going?  A warning is meant to help mitigate what is coming (and to alleviate what is already here).  So let us use the wonderful Catholic treasures at our disposal to accomplish that.

You can find some commentary on the X Eclipse on our Home page and all references to the eclipse and the pilgrimage on “Eclipse POM,” in the topics to the right>>>  Included is my writing on the original eclipse of 2017, which itself was quite interesting, along with my phone interview with Bill Kassel.

Somehow, just before this anniversary, the X Eclipse came back into my view, which is what got me thinking about it again.  I am now doing “X Eclipse 2.0” research and will do a write-up when I am ready.  It is still relevant and there is a lot there.  I am exploring questions such as….

Is there any significance to the area of the X?  What is this area’s strange esoteric history?

Why were the eclipses 7 years apart?

What about the “Devil Comet” and Chiron (considered a minor planet), which both occurred with the X Eclipse?

What is the truth about this “Nineva” thing? 

What about the fault lines which strangely mirror the eclipse paths?

Does the separate “X Eclipse” which took place in Texas have any meaning?

…And the whole thing started when I called my cousin in Texas and asked him, “So what do we so in San Antonio, as long as we’re there to see the Eclipse?”  He said, “Well, there are some missions.”  As he described the missions along the river, I began to think, “This sounds like a pilgrimage.”  I came up the idea to combine the pilgrimage with the eclipse and said to myself, “As long as I’m doing this, why don’t I spread the word?” 

Turns out, there IS an official pilgrimage at the missions:  El Camino de San Antonio Missions

PS  I would love to share pictures with you, but the blog has stopped letting me put up images.  I have to update one of these days and hopefully that will fix it.  However, I can put pics in my monthly newsletter, so let’s make a deal, you sign up (see Email List above) and I’ll put some pilgrimage pics in the May email!  Speaking of images, here is what I saw at Mission Concepcion, which also happens to be the above-mentioned Pilgrimage Center…

PAINTING OF OUR LORD UPON AN ECLIPSE

Happy Saint Patrick's Day / Thoughts for the Day

SAINT PATRICK, PRAY FOR US!

From today’s trad Mass:

O God, Who didst deign to send blessed Patrick, Thy confessor and bishop, to preach Thy glory to the nations, grant, through his merits and intercession, that those commands which Thou dost set before us we may by Thy mercy be able to fulfill.

Grant, we beseech Thee, O Almighty God, that, giving thanks for the favors we have received, we may, by the intercession of blessed Patrick, Thy confessor and bishop, obtain blessings still greater. Amen.

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I belong here because I am here.

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When you look beyond the horizon, the obstructions collapse.

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Envy is the inability to receive another person’s gifts, which were meant for you.

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The mystic surrenders his life to the Mystery.

The thoughts shared here which are not in quotes, are recent meditations of mine which I have crystallized into simple ideas. All writing on this site is by CF Mathews, unless otherwise noted.

1st Week of Advent from "Advent of the Heart" with PDF

Advent of the Heart

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Fr. Alfred Delp, German Martyr

Let us view these writings through the lens of our own times.  Fr. Delp’s theological genius is nothing short of breathtaking.  All quotes below pertain to the First Sunday of Advent…

Opening Psalm of the Tridentine Mass (the Mass Fr. Delp would have celebrated):

“To Thee have I lifted up my soul: in Thee, O my God, I put my trust, let me not be ashamed: neither let my enemies laugh at me: for none of them that wait on Thee shall be confounded. Show, O Lord, Thy ways to me: and teach me Thy paths.”

Fr. Delp’s homily, Munich, 1941:

“Much of what is happening today would not be happening if people were in that state of inner movement and restlessness of heart in which man comes into the presence of God the Lord and gains a clear view of things as they really are.  [Fr. Delp changes to the past tense, displaying his distanced vantage point from this world.]  Then man would have let go of much that has thrown all our lives into disorder one way or another and has thrashed and smashed our lives.  He would have seen the inner appeals, would have seen the boundaries, and could have coordinated the areas of responsibility.  Instead, man stood on this earth in a false pathos and a false security, under a deep delusion in which he really believed he could single-handedly fetch stars from heaven; could enkindle eternal lights in the world and avert all danger from himself; that he could banish the night, and intercept and interrupt the internal quaking of the cosmos, and maneuvered and manipulated the whole thing into the conditions standing before us now.  That is the first Advent message: before the end, the world will be set quaking.”

Fr. Delp’s homily, Munich, 1943:

“People who fail to live out of the center can be alienated from themselves so easily by outside influences.  Other values of secondary importance impose themselves, making life inauthentic and bringing it under an alien law and an alien paradigm.  Are we living out of the center of our being?”

From Tegel Prison, Berlin, 2 months before Delp’s martyrdom, struggling to write while in handcuffs.  These were smuggled out at great risk.  Do not take these words for granted:

Light the candles wherever you can, you who have them.  They are a real symbol of what must happen in Advent, what Advent must be, if we want to live.”

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Feast of Saint Hildegard of Bingen / Saint Hildegard Series: Part 1

Here are some quotes by Saint Hildegard which illustrate her theology of nature, called “Veriditas”…

“O most honored Greening Force, you who roots in the Sun, you who lights up, in shining serenity, within a wheel that earthly excellence fails to comprehend. You are enfolded in the weaving of divine mysteries. You redden like the dawn and you burn, flame of the Sun.”

"The Word is living, being, spirit, all verdant greening, all creativity. This Word manifests Itself in every creature."

"Glance at the sun. See the moon and the stars. Gaze at the beauty of earth’s greenings. Now, think. What delight God gives to mankind with all these things…

All nature is at the disposal of mankind. We are to work with it. For without it, we cannot survive."

"The fire has its flame and praises God. The wind blows the flame and praises God. In the voice we hear the word which praises God. And the word, when heard, praises God. So all of creation is a song of praise to God."

"Good People, most royal greening verdancy, rooted in the sun, you shine with radiant light."

"Now in the people that were meant to be green there is no more life of any kind. There is only shriveled barrenness. The winds are burdened by the utterly awful stink of evil, selfish goings-on. Thunderstorms menace. The air belches out the filthy uncleanliness of the peoples. The earth should not be injured! The earth must not be destroyed!"

"Mary, ground of all being, Greetings! Greetings to you, lovely and loving Mother!"

"Mankind, full of all creative possibilities, is God’s work. Mankind alone is called to assist God. Mankind is called to co-create. With nature’s help, mankind can set into creation all that is necessary and life-sustaining."

Saint Hildegard von Bingen, 1098-1179

Saint Hildegard of Bingen, also known as “Sibyl of the Rhine” and “The Teutonic Prophetess,” was born in Germany and became a Benedictine nun.  Living within Saint Benedict’s and his twin Saint Scholastica’s model of community and self-reliance, she used her genius to advance her predecessors’ ideas into a full lifestyle and theology.  She became a musical composer, herbalist, playwright, artist, theologian, mystic and prophetess.  Hildegard is one of Holy Church’s glorious examples of human potential when illumined by the Light of Christ, like stained glass lit by the Sun.  She has given insight to the world for 1,000 years.  At this historic juncture, we must return to Hildegard’s respect for nature and God’s Law.  As we carry her torch forward, may she continue to instruct humanity for another 1,000 years!

When these present days get us weary…and they will, let us flee to Hildegard’s intercession, for she understands.  All great gifts come with great crosses. Let us ask our Blessed Lord for renewed strength.  Let us speak dearest Hildegard’s words…

Again I am in turmoil.
Should I speak, or must I be silent?
I feel like a gnarled old tree, withered and crooked and flaky.
All the stories of the years are written on my branches.
The sap is gone, the voice is dead.

But I long to make again a sacred sound.
I want to sound out God
I want to be a young juicy, sap-running tree
So that I can sing God as God knows how.

O God, Thou gentle viridity
O Mary, honeycomb of life
O Jesus, hidden in sweetness as flowing honey,
Release my voice again.

I have sweetness to share.
I have stories to tell.
I have God to announce.
I have green life to celebrate.
I have rivers of fire to ignite.

I was unable to find the source of this prayer.  If someone could apprise me, that would be much appreciated:)

And here is a lovely prayer honoring Hildegard…

Father, Source of Life, Thou hast bestowed on Saint Hildegard of Bingen many excellent graces.  Help us to follow her example of meditating upon Thine Ineffable Majesty and to follow Thee, so that we, amidst the darkness of this world, recognize the light of Thy clarity, to cling to Thee without fail.  Through our Lord Jesus Christ, Thy Son, who lives and reigns with Thee in the unity of the Holy Ghost, one God, forever and ever.  Amen.

Prayer from ChurchPop, slightly edited.

This is Part 1 of our new “Saint Hildegard Series.”  Stay tuned for Part 2, where we will discuss her concept of “Veriditas,” which matches Nomen Christi Apostolate’s philosophy remarkably well!

First Saturdays At Home-Never More Important!

The observance of the Five First Saturdays are one of the requests of Our Lady of Fatima, to obtain reparation to her Immaculate Heart. As humanity is now engulfed in a difficult and confusing situation, there has never been a more important time to respect this request of Our Blessed Mother. We know not how this will ultimately play out. We much beseech God’s mercy. Trust. Be at peace. But take this as a serious warning. Public masses are shut down. Even confession is gone in some places, which was previously unthinkable. Our Blessed Lord said:

“Watch ye, therefore, praying at all times, that you may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that are to come, and to stand before the Son of man.”

Luke 21:36

So we, as Children of God, are at peace.

Normally the First Saturdays are observed in church. Since many are now at home, we can still fulfill this request to the best of our ability. I am sure our dear Mother will accept this. She has requested they be observed for 5 months in a row, but it is not a bad idea to perform them perpetually. Following are the activities (and the substitutions where applicable), based on the World Apostolate of Fatima’s recommendations. This is all done with the intention of making reparation to Our Lady’s Immaculate Heart and what a wonderful devotion to do with your family at home during this time!

1) Receive the Sacrament of Penance. At home: Make an intention to receive the sacrament as soon as possible. I might add, to say an Act of Contrition, trying to be sorry for the Love of God (perfect contrition), not just the fear of punishment.

2) Receive Holy Communion. At home: Make a Spiritual Act of Communion (see link below for help with this).

3) Recite the Joyful Mysteries of the Holy Rosary (some say the Sorrowful Mysteries during Lent).

4) Meditate on the Mysteries of the Rosary for 15 minutes with Our Blessed Mother. If you are unaccustomed to this devotion, this may be the most challenging aspect for you. Here are some tips: Place yourself in Our Lady’s presence (a picture or statue is very helpful). Ask her to enlighten you further on the Mysteries you just contemplated in the Rosary (I suppose you could contemplate other Mysteries as well). Let your thoughts drift. Imagine the Mysteries visually. Don’t try, just let the inspirations come to you. And they will! As you perform this exercise more, it will get easier. Your relationship with Our Mother will grow and eventually it will no longer be an “exercise,” but an intimate and wonderful conversation!

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Today is a traditional feast of the Seven Sorrows of Our Lady. Our Lady of Sorrows, pray for us!

Please see the World Apostolate of Fatima’s page addressing the First Saturdays during this time. Lots of great info:

https://www.bluearmy.com/first-saturday-devotion/

The Situation

If you have not read my previous post, please do so now. Thanks……(I have not posted on the current situation till now because I felt what I had written on New Years Day really said it all). I always pray to the Holy Ghost before writing. What made me write those words on New Years Day? Impending judgement upon humanity is on my mind on a daily basis and has been for a long time. So, its not so strange that I wrote that. But it did seem to be a foreshadowing of what was about to happen. What was the main point? To be joyful! So please meditate on that for now and stay tuned for my next post.

There is much I want to say and much I feel I have to offer at this time, so my posts will now become more frequent. However, I cannot write too much right now because I am still in “stabilization mode” in the midst of this situation, its fallout and potential fallout (please note, I am avoiding any emotionally-charged or system-created language-there are reasons for this which I will be discussing). There is emotional stabilizing we all must do and also preparedness stabilizing WHICH DOES NOT INCLUDE HOARDING AT THIS TIME. It is too late to stockpile the things that are not in good supply. That is why we speak of “preparedness.” Once a situation hits, the rules change. And it has hit. Pray for guidance at this time. Many are not exercising good judgement and it is causing needless suffering.

A friend of mine had an incredible insight today. He said something to this effect: “In even the most difficult times, there is a sliver of something rare and precious to be discovered.” With God’s help, may we discover this! God bless you all and your families! CFM